
Steven Bartlett with Dustin Poirier
Following a public arrest, retired UFC fighter Dustin Poirier confronts the emotional void of life after the octagon, committing to sobriety and renewed therapy as he rebuilds his identity.
Poirier describes retirement as the loss of the identity and daily purpose that had organized his life for two decades.
He says fighting and training gave him a productive outlet that quieted mental noise, and ordinary workouts no longer provide the same sense of direction.
Poirier takes responsibility for the airport incident and says thoughts about his homeless father and his own depression provide context but do not excuse his behavior.